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into an incoherent pile of junk.

I miss writing. I miss pouring out my thoughts despite my wonderfully enjoyable life (or lack thereof). I miss being able to think I’m being stupid with what I’m writing but jotting it down anyway, confirming peoples’ thoughts of whether I am a crazy-ass piece of crap or not. I miss being able to come up with nice words (Jeez man this is taking me too long to write! And it’s not exactly something I’d be proud to say is mine).

That being said, I’m planning to buy electric drums.

Everything’s nothing but a pattern recently. I wake up, I do things I normally do before I go to school, I go to school, I stare at the teacher who blabber on unmindful of her students’ bored faces, I eat lunch (or drink water, depends if I’m planning on starving myself), I hang out with friends, Janvic texts me where I am because he’s lonely, and even though sometimes I’m still at school I text him I’m at home (may or may not be kidding). Then my phone’s battery dies, I see someone who’s weird in the jeep, I stare at the laptop for about 6 hours, I sleep, I cram my homework in 30 minutes, I sleep again, then I wake up again!

And it’s a newwww day!

But yeah, I think it’s just because my brain’s already in vacation mode and all it simply wants to do is go home. To Qatar.

Where was I again?

Oh right! I want a shawarma.